This moment was a first in my times with Lucy. Lucy had always seen me as someone who was fast charging, getting things done, and someone that she wanted to be with on the ride of life. But at this moment, Lucy knew I was not happy. I was not the guy I had been.   I saw her confused, for the very first time.  I saw her questioning what I was doing.  And she was concerned.  I saw it in her eyes. I stopped to capture the moment, and to always remember it.